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Two-fer Tuesday: Sorcery by Deacon Blue

I don’t believe in the ability of a rabbit’s severed limb to increase my good fortune. Nor a horseshoe. I will quite happily walk under a ladder, as long as it isn’t a rickety one with someone on it. I don’t believe in monsters in my closet or vampires and werewolves camping out near my window at night just waiting for me to leave it open just a little too wide.

This is the 21st century after all. And I didn’t hold truck with such things in the 20th century either.

But still…

I’m not exactly willing to be so arrogantly cocky as to say that things like magic, possession, hauntings and the like are pure superstitious nonsense. I’m sure some people will say, “Of course, not Deacon, you already believe in a 2,000-year-old superstition called Christianity, which was based on a previous superstition called Judaism that started six or seven thousand years ago.”

But I digress.

It’s easy to say that something like sorcery just doesn’t exist. But science hasn’t locked down all the mysteries of the universe. Because I do operate from a position that there is an unseen God at work and a nasty piece of work named Satan working against him, I already believe that there are entities engaged in activities either outside the realm of physics or at such a high level of physics that it’s something we can only comprehend as “magic.”

I don’t think that sorcery per se is usually real. I think it’s something that is pretty rare and not something dramatic like in the movies or in “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” on TV. But I’m not willing to dismiss it, and I think there are people who are able to draw resources from wells that they shouldn’t be.

I try to remember the biblical precepts that tell us not to dabble in sorcery. I take that advice in the same vein I took a lot of my mom’s rules. There were some things I was willing to break rule-wise and other things I didn’t see the profit in. For example, I might grab myself a cookie when I shouldn’t or go play someplace dangerous but cool that I was barred from. But I didn’t play with matches and I didn’t take up bad habits like smoking. Because, frankly, the rules I followed to the letter all the time every time were things that didn’t strike me as fun to begin with. I didn’t see the appeal, for example, in possibly burning myself or burning down my home just to see a flame up close. The cookies had value to me, though.

I don’t see any attraction in palm readings, Ouija boards, seances or casting spells. That makes it easy for me to obey that biblical rule because I don’t see the profit in it. It doesn’t appeal to me to begin with, and I’m supposed to avoid it. Done deal. But there are other people who would see the allure or fun in such things and they risk being drawn into areas they shouldn’t, not unlike a husband who starts flirting with a co-worker and after weeks or months suddenly realizes he’s having an affair that he doesn’t much want to stop having.

Many of you will say, “OK, fair enough. You avoid it just in case. Still silly to believe in it to begin with.” Maybe. Maybe not.

I had a good friend in grad school who once told us of an experience he had in an apartment he lived in where items would go missing, and then turn up someplace else entirely. He started keeping track of items religiously to make sure it wasn’t something he was doing. Still kept happening, typically with the same items. Finally, one day, he said to the open air, “OK, I get it. You’re here. You want to be acknowledged. Whoever you are. I’ll give you some recognition and acknowledgement, and you stop taking my stuff.” He never had a problem again.

And before you tell me he was just telling us a story that he made up, this is a guy I trusted; someone who never showed anything but honesty. He was personable, popular and respected. He had a truckload of funny and entertaining anecdotes about his family and growing up in a little New Hampshire town. Am I supposed to believe that he felt the need to make up a ghost story on top of all that because that would give him some extra edge?  It’s possible, but oh so unlikely.

In my own experience, I have almost never had any signs, visions, visitations, psychic events or anything else. Whatever I have experienced has been so vanishingly infrequent or so minor it doesn’t bear mentioning. Except one thing. A few years back, my wife needed some essential oils for some aromatherapy stuff she was doing, and we went to “New Age” kind of shop in the city. I’ve been to a lot of alternative spirituality, New Age, Wiccan and other similar types of stores in my life. I actually like the places. They’re usually interesting, they have some cool stuff and there are some good books I can pick up to learn more about other belief systems.

But not this place.

My wife admitted later she felt a little weird too, but I felt more than weird in that place. I had an overwhelming sense of evil. That something had happened or regularly happened there that didn’t bear mentioning. Something spiritually wrong with the whole place. From the point at which I entered the door, all my internal alarm systems were going off. No, I didn’t fear that a demon would pop out from behind a bookcase or that I would be possessed or that the walls would begin to bleed and a hole open up beneath my feet to drop me into hell.

But all the same, what I felt was awful. A sense that I wasn’t welcome and didn’t belong. A sense that something wished it could hurt me. I don’t know what, if anything, that the shop owner dabbled in, but I never set foot in that store again and although he’s moved locations a couple times, I will not set foot in any of his other shops either.

(Come to think of it, my wife and I get a pretty funky feeling if we stay too long in the Wal-Mart. I wonder if the Walton family is using dark sorcery to keep its empire together. Hey, just throwing out theories. These are Sam Walton’s uber-greedy heartless kin, after all.)

In the end, I have to believe that forces exist that I don’t understand. The universe is a huge place and the workings of it are beyond the ability of the greatest minds on this planet to unravel. No matter how much science advances, or even spirituality for that matter, we will not know all the answers down here. I think that it is dangerous for any of us to assume an air of intellectual superiority that sorcery and the like are pure hogwash. Take a healthy grain of salt and be dubious, certainly. But don’t dismiss. It’s the purview of adolescents  and GOP presidential/vice presidential candidates for the past several election cycles to be arrogant, shallow know-it-alls.

If you feel comfortable staying just in the realm of the provable and rational, I’m not going to argue with you. But just be careful about assuming that just because you don’t believe in it, that means it doesn’t exist.

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4 Responses to “Two-fer Tuesday: Sorcery by Deacon Blue”


  1. September 16, 2008 at 7:12 pm

    Good post man. I’ve had psychic dreams before. Like, I will see stuff in a dream before it happens in real life. It’s weird.

  2. 2 Deacon Blue
    September 16, 2008 at 11:16 pm

    What’s even weirder to me is when the dream “fortells” something, but it’s both odd and insignificant. I remember back in grade school I had a really vivid dream that I was being attacked by a flying saucer while standing in this dirt lot.

    A year or two later, I move and find myself going to a grade school and realize the grassy area toward one end of the campus and the adjoining fences, houses, play equipment, class buildings, street, etc. were pretty much identical to what was in my dream.

    Only difference between it and reality was the presence of a flying saucer and the lack of grass in my dream.

    Go figure.

  3. September 17, 2008 at 6:43 am

    I used to pray with some guys who were NOT Christians. Non of them every struck me as evil, but once, during a ritual in south georgia, I saw some shit. Furthermore, another “newbie” mentioned the things/entities I saw, and was told rather abruptly to “shut the hell up” by the man in charge. (I got the Impression that he feared stirring them up).
    There. Now I’ll be the resident nut-job on the Holy Shit blog.
    There are two reasons I mention this, which I find interesting:

    1. This event slips from my memory repeatedly. Whenever I think about it, it is very clear, but a couple of days after it happened, I never thought of it again until a decade later, when I was asked to give my testimony. (I was EXTREMELY vague when I mentioned it, by the way.).
    After that occasion, I never thought of it again until your post jogged my memory… and THATS weird. This was a big fat hairy twilight zone event. I shit you not.

    2. I consider myself a relatively new Christian. A man that mentored me earlier in my walk used to talk about “strongholds” circumstances in life where people had let elements of darkness in and were still impacted by it some time later. He believed these were exceptional events, and especially difficult to deal with. Do you believe there is validity to that? And where do you stand on the whole ‘spiritual warfare’ concept?

  4. 4 Deacon Blue
    September 17, 2008 at 9:36 am

    Well, I won’t classify you as the resident nut-job, that’s for sure.

    I’ve read Jim Butcher’s “Dresden Files” books and I’ve read a fair amount of Stephen King (and I think for this discussion, “It,” “From a Buick 8” and “Duma Key” probably matter the most), and I don’t think it’s weird that any event like that might “slip” from our mind. These are issues touched on in some respect by all of those novels.

    There is, first of all, a great capacity for the human mind not only to rationalize a belief in something that DOESN’T exist (a common argument of atheists, agnostics, etc. against Christians and others) but also to rationalize AWAY something that we’ve witnessed.

    As WNG, on of my longtime readers noted once, quoting the movie “The Usual Suspects”: The greatest trick the devil pulled was convincing everybody he didn’t exist (or something along those lines).

    I think some things we experience in life just defy the ability to describe them, and sometimes also our ability to hold onto them clearly. I can tell you that the moment I truly because born again, toward the end of my 20s, was a transformative event. I can tell you it happened while I was driving down the road and past a shopping mall. But I could neither adequately explain to anyone WHY it was so powerful and WHY it was clearly a connection to God through Jesus. I couldn’t even really, when I get right down to it, precisely recall how I felt and what was going through my head at the moment, aside from a clear “All right, I’m going to be OK from now on” feeling.

    So, I wouldn’t be surprised that things on the dark end, the light end and in-between that fall into that “X-Files” category of weirdness would be something that one “forgets” and then “recalls.”

    As for the spiritual warfare concept, I very much believe in it. I’ve mentioned it before and I’ve posted on it more directly a couple times, like these two post:

    https://holyhell.wordpress.com/2008/03/20/to-arms/

    https://holyhell.wordpress.com/2008/03/30/notes-from-the-battlefield/

    Satan isn’t interested in our lives, except insofar as he can arrange for us to not seek reconciliation with God before we die. It’s about our souls. Open, visible warfare isn’t going to happen with the God-Satan thing, because God requires faith. So everything has to operated on that “unseen” level. Satan is restricted in that sense, though he pretty much has a lot of latitude right now otherwise, and it’s all about setting a stage that will be most beneficial for him to keep people from looking to God or, frankly, even wondering why God is important.

    Might things happen that are more “visible” as with your experience? Certainly. But of course those are rare. The soul itself is invisible. The desire to sin is invisible. Our thoughts and motivations are in our thoughts, and thus invisible. None of these things are tangible, and so the battles are very literally waged on the spiritual plane. I think it is possible to sometimes “see” or “feel” these battles, as part of our spiritual discernment, but few will actually be around a Twilight Zone style event.


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