Remains of the Day

I’ve struggled lately with the challenge of time. So much that I want to do and so little time to do it in. So I stay up late, and I carve out bits of time for myself. I juggle during the day to manage work, family and self.

In some ways, it is agonizing to never have the time I want. In other ways, it is invigorating to figure out ways to balance things. In the end, I am often getting less sleep than ever before, but I also don’t feel particularly weary.

By small degrees, I am trying to perceive life in a new way. My goals. My dreams. My responsibilities. My body. My family. My time. My career.

Things are changing, but it’s not so much by design but by feel. That, and by the grace of God. For that is whom I thank for what inspirations come to me unexpected and unsought. For strength to do things like sleep less yet still be mostly rested.

And, I pray, for wisdom as well. Because there is still so much left to do at the end of every day. And week. And month. And year. And lifetime.

4 Responses to “Remains of the Day”

  1. June 29, 2009 at 3:11 pm

    I can feel you man. I just got some news that changes things for me. I’m going to see how I can handle it.

  2. 2 Deacon Blue
    June 29, 2009 at 4:50 pm

    If you need to unload/vent, hit me up at my real e-mail address, man.

  3. June 29, 2009 at 6:32 pm

    Nah, it’s not that serious. It’s actually been something that’s been building for a long time in the life of somebody close to me, and now things broke.

  4. 4 Deacon Blue
    June 30, 2009 at 3:22 am

    Glad to hear it’s nothing bone-crushingly nasty in life.

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